OBSESSION...

You are the center of my universe

But no matter how much I struggle,

I can never be the center of yours.

Even though being with him puts me at ease

The more I want to know him,

the more anxious I become.

It seems that I'm no longer in control.

This feeling...

Is this love or dependency?

I can no longer tell them apart.

Despite this feelings that keep on drowning me,

the choices I used to make

I would have been happy to be chosen

Even if I only ended up being thrown away.

I want to be by your side forever...

Listen to your voice for eternity.

And only love me, my everything

even my twisted heart...

This is my second time doing a poem from a manga that I read. If you've read Katekyo! (it's a yaoi manga mainly focuses on the love story of Rintarou and his private tutor, Kaede) you might be familiar with this. 

This are thoughts of Kaede when he's having doubts and being anxious with his relationship with Rintarou. Well, the series is a little... perverted (no. okay, okay... little is being "exaggerated") but if your after a good story I can really say that it was more that okay for me. Especially when it comes to Kaede's possessiveness that was balanced by Rintarou's sweet and understanding demeanor. I really like this couple ^.^ (minus the s** part :D)